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Once again she's gone away from me... Away for someone else... I was not enough and yet she says she doesn't want to lose me...
And I wonder... How can I draw and paint and write when you've taken all the wind out from my sails? How can I fly when you keep plucking the feathers from my wings? I do not want to feel anymore. But I wish I could tell you that I am glad you have perhaps cured me of my stupid obsession with love. If I just shut down my feelings, there will be no pain. There will be no more anxiety.
But I will paint and draw and write because you cannot light out my flames. No matter how ill you treat me, I will not let you crush my creativity with your lack of love for me. I don't need your love if you don't want mine. I will love you. I will love you and wish for your happiness, but I will keep my distance because no matter how much I love you, I cannot let my family, my friends and my students down by being crippled with anxiety. Anxiety... I will commit you to paper... Exorcise you! You need me girl, I don't need you.
I am stronger than this... I love you... I love you... I love you but you are killing me and you are not free if you're with me so because I love you so much, I am setting you free. Never again worry about me. Don't worry. I will disappear completely. That's how much I love you. And how much I love you means I will still be there the day you need me. But please... Please don't toy with me... Just don't do that to me. I love you kitty cat... I love you... oh how I love you. Adieu. Adieu...
And I wonder... How can I draw and paint and write when you've taken all the wind out from my sails? How can I fly when you keep plucking the feathers from my wings? I do not want to feel anymore. But I wish I could tell you that I am glad you have perhaps cured me of my stupid obsession with love. If I just shut down my feelings, there will be no pain. There will be no more anxiety.
But I will paint and draw and write because you cannot light out my flames. No matter how ill you treat me, I will not let you crush my creativity with your lack of love for me. I don't need your love if you don't want mine. I will love you. I will love you and wish for your happiness, but I will keep my distance because no matter how much I love you, I cannot let my family, my friends and my students down by being crippled with anxiety. Anxiety... I will commit you to paper... Exorcise you! You need me girl, I don't need you.
I am stronger than this... I love you... I love you... I love you but you are killing me and you are not free if you're with me so because I love you so much, I am setting you free. Never again worry about me. Don't worry. I will disappear completely. That's how much I love you. And how much I love you means I will still be there the day you need me. But please... Please don't toy with me... Just don't do that to me. I love you kitty cat... I love you... oh how I love you. Adieu. Adieu...
Good to be back!
First of all, I want to thank everyone who's commented or favourited my work! Thanks a billion times!!
Ahhh I am finally back after an unwanted three week break from everything! I was sick, had to go the hospital, was sleeping all the time and could not paint or draw, which was honestly very very frustrating. Frustrating because I could not submit anything, because I could not create, because I could not go to work and because I could not keep up with all the amazing work here on DA.
But anyways, there is no point in talking about the bad. The good news is I am here and better, right!
So let's rock some art!!! (or at least try to rock haha
Creation and Creativity
Hello hello!
I've been feeling very creative lately. So many ideas just popping in my head and so little time. It sure is frustrating when you wish you could spend your days drawing, painting and writing and you must work instead, but then again, it makes the moments when you can actually let your creativity bloom all the more intense and enjoyable. To anyone who likes poetry, here is a humble preview of an attempt I just posted
I am not sure I want to see
What’s hiding deep inside my heart
My belly speaks for me
Cries and shouts – tears me apart.
To anyone who reads this: I hope you have a beautiful day!
DeviantArtist Questionnaire
How long have you been on DeviantArt? I have been on deviantArt for 5 years now as Sacha-Nievsky. A long time, yet so few deviations ^^
What does your username mean? Sacha Nievsky is the name of one of my original characters and an hommage to Russian history and my granddad ^^
Describe yourself in three words. Three words? Artistic, kind (at least I hope so), quirky.
Are you left or right handed? Left-handed!
What was your first deviation? I don't remember what my first dev ever was. It's not on here anymore but since I've recently started posting again, the first deviation from this new "era" if I may call it so is Ballerina Seed, a litt
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A wonderul piece showing so much deep emotions. I can say that everyone is capable to find him/herself in this at a certain moment of a mood or life expereince. It is all about this- gathering phragments of life and pictures we can remember at the end to try to fill complete.... if possible.....